hello all,
long time no c...

i have extreamly bust the last couple of weeks/months.. and to tell you the truth.. not much to report...
life is as usawell, nothing really good has happened really... went to doctors today about some stuff...

umm well thats all i can think of

D'Tranq

Time: 9:41pm
Mood: Do I even have to say it...

Well today has had its ups and dows..

and yes for those who do actually know.. my book is nearly finished.. yes all you guys.. its a dark book, but i carnt give away to much.. (coz u wouldnt read it then would ya ! *lol*..

All i can say is the book is roughly based apon myself, my feelings, my emotions, and all that kinda stuff.. so i am really excited about it.. It also has some of my more personal poetry.. (but the only pplz that will probably read it will be my mates and such...so who cares LOL)

what else is news.. oh i talked to huckles.. i was really happy to talk to her.. god i missed her so much.. you dont know how much of a short time can make u miss somebody terribly.. i was so oober happy...

anyways..

what else is news...

hmmm.. i went to out on saturday.. had heaps of fun.. (and no i didint get drunk).. i was a good boy, anyways.. whats the go with women.. like bloody hell.. like when i was dancing they were looking at me n stuff.. but nothing happened... im like.. OOOKKAAYY Usally i get at least somebody making a coment.. but anyways LOL.... u know how it is.. The weird thing is im not even looking for a partner.. god why is my head so twisted...

anyways i have to finish this book before i go crazy

D'Tranquility

P.S My book isint for the light hearted.. LOL

Time: 12:24
Mood: Fallen From Grace

Well Well Well, It Seems that i have arrived back from my holiday (if you could call it that) and much has happened within the last couple of weeks,
I have been to my Aunties 60th (may i also say.. it was so god dammed lame that i nearly fell asleep)
The i proceded to call somebody to tell me that not to call so often...
and thirdly just to make my week so great, I was informed my grandfather isint going to be around for very long, (i am praying that it will be after my 21st (june 27th for those who dont know) )

So yes, I have had a not so good couple of weeks..

Also I would like to say there are alot of people asking me to write more stuff about love and all.... I suppose my only answer to this, is that i base 99% of my stuff on the mood i am currently am in. I write to my emotions and at the present moment i am more confused about alot of things.. so please be nice.

On the other note of what people are saying
no i am not suicidal, i have never been and i hope i will will be. Thank You for those who had concern about how "dark I am", but thank you for the concen.

Anyways back on track...

So yes I have not had a wonderfull 2 weeks and hopefully it will get better, Although my life sems to go up and up... them bam crash landing, but somehow i seem to pick myself up and keep on fighting.. as i have allways said to the comment "i am a lover not a fighter", to my responce "you have to fight for love", so yes.. anyways

I must not bore you to absolute death..

D'Tranq

...Lord Within The Darkness Of The Night Grant My Soul Tranquility...

time: 11:40pm

mood: dunno.. i could be betta...

well its i dont know how long scince i have written in here... I have been writing some quite dark poetry n sff..
anyways gotta fly

DTRANQ

Time: 6:50pm
Mood: HHUUZZZAAARRR
Currently Listening To: Listen To The Rain (Evanescence)

Huzzaarr and Hello to all my peepz on DA,
how are we all.. well at the moment im in a doom mood (god knows why) but its all good..

so what is news... im in love, I lovez ya Huckleberry (MWAH)

ummm thats all

DTRANQ